I am First Nations Cree, Métis (and possibly Innu-Montagnais, Dene according to online research of my ancestor who is a recognized historical figure as he was one of the founding fathers of the Métis in NWT, Francois Beaulieu) and I've Scottish and Irish in my blood as well. I am an intergenerational Indian Residential School survivor.
The name given to me at birth was Heather. My true spirit name is Clear Wind Blows Over the Moon - The name I've carried throughout all of my lives.
My spirit name was gifted to me by a wonderful Ojibwe Elder of the Turtle Clan, Marjory Jean Noganosh (Da Baum We Nee Waske Nee Kwe) - She is no longer with us in this physical level and I miss her dearly.
I've always had a very strong connection to spirit and to the Creator. As a child I would spend entire days in nature communing with myriad life around me. I was fascinated with the animal and plant world (and still am) - They were and are my main teachers.
Being on the land and my connection to the land is what kept me alive. I avoided going home to abuse as much as possible. Nature was my sanctuary - the only safe thing in the chaotic dark world I found myself in as a child.
It's a miracle I lived as there were a few times I almost died from severe abuse. Others did not make it, so I know the Creator kept me alive for a reason. When the abuse was happening, I would often leave my body to escape. I'd travel with my spirit guides who would teach me and help me to develop in the spirit world. This was another way I survived the worst abuse and it was then that I was taught to be a healer as working in the spirit world has always been natural to me - It's like breathing.
I began actively doing long distance healing in the early 1990's. It was at a time when I was dealing with painful memories of sexual abuse, torture and other extreme forms of abuse I endured as a baby and as a child.
I felt compelled to heal a friend I knew from work, that had injured themselves so I offered to heal them. I intuitively knew I could go to them in spirit and heal them, as they lived across the country from me.
They agreed and I prayed and intended to go there in spirit. I provided them with a long distance healing not knowing any details. I went in spirit and was guided what to do. After the healing, I told my friend what had happened and shared the message I was given for them.
They felt better from the healing but were upset by the message I gave them as they thought I knew more than I did, not understanding that I had no idea of the context of the message. I tried to assure them of this but they were upset and didn't speak to me for two months.
That first experience shocked me and caused me to feel what a great responsibility it is to do healing work. The strong reaction from my friend was very validating and convinced me how much long distance healing worked, but it also scared me to have these healing abilities, and access to information as it is a lot of responsibility to carry.
So for a time I went into the closet as a healer but over the years spirit kept guiding me back to this work and as I did more and more healing I finally became comfortable owning what I am and calling myself a healer.
In stark contrast I was also a business analyst in the corporate world but I still continued doing healing work for others and for myself, in my spare time. Once I achieved success in the business world making great money, flying all over North America, taking limos and living in two corporate apartments (one on each coast)... I felt how utterly meaningless it all was and how much I was living a lie working for the very organizations that destroy our planet.
So in spite of all my fears of risking having no income after decades with a regular salary, I left the corporate world in 2011 and I've never looked back. It was with heartfelt gratitude and joy I devoted myself to walking my true path as a healer.
The healing work I do is at the very core of who I am; it is my soul purpose on the planet and part of this work is helping others to align with their soul purpose. I am deeply moved to hear the profound and positive impacts my healing work has on my clients!
It was after a decade of doing long distance healing work that I learned that healing is traditional in First Nations. I wasn't taught in this level by someone, I was taught directly by spirit and by Creator.
I am deeply honoured to share these gifts with others as helping others is so important to me and gives my life so much meaning - I can't really express how much as words are not enough. I want to continue to heal people until my last day on the planet and live as long as I can so I can continue to do so!
This is a huge change from the teenager that ran away from home and often times didn't feel she'd be able to stay on the planet because the pain was too much to bear... feeling like she wouldn't even see her thirtieth birthday.
I have lived through a lot. I believe I chose this life as part of my contract with Creator prior to incarnating so that I could learn the lessons I most needed to help shape me into who I am and to progress my soul.
I've taken the negative abuse experiences and turned them into positive abilities and tools I use to help myself and to help others. It has made me strong and it has given me a deep empathy, compassion and understanding for all suffering.
Healing and helping others and giving back to my community, helps me to heal, and I strongly believe as we heal ourselves, we heal the world - microcosm / macrocosm. I love how spirit is limitless so although I am in the Greater Toronto region, I can offer my services internationally!
I seek to ease the pain as much as I possibly can in the world and as idealistic as it may be, I do hope and pray that all abuse will end one day, especially child abuse.
In the meantime, I strive to raise awareness with my spiritual activism working towards ending the abuse and violence in this world, including protecting sacred mother earth and her precious waters and oceans.
Besides being a healer and light worker, I am a writer, a visual artist, a poet, an empath, a drum keeper, a spiritual activist, a conscious co-Creator, an eternal student of life and much more.
I am a Spirit having a human experience. I am another one of you. Blessings of Love and Light to you - Thank you for dropping by. ♥